I'm not quitting, I'm not 'done' ... I just understand that I'm feeling progressively less motivation to play Warthunder the more I understand it's economy. Repair costs are balanced off of average profitability of a vehicle, so to be profitable, you either buy premium or you have to be better than average. I'm not better than average, I'm new to the game, and my skill level is not sustainable above Rank III.
This realization is absolutely murdering my motivation to play the game, and while I'm in no rush to 'quit' and I love the clan, I know better than to try to push myself into something I don't enjoy, and seeing that writing on the wall, I feel it's prudent to communicate that to my clan.
This isn't planned, given a choice I'd much prefer to continue to enjoy the game, but communication is better than just dropping off the grid until I take interest in another game that AOD is playing. I'll continue to keep trying to communicate, but I may not be playing as frequently.
Thank you for the fun times, this is not goodbye ... I'm just giving myself permission to slow my tempo while trying to communicate.